Posted on Tuesday, 16 February 2010 by
Mads
It was well past 12 in the night and for a moment she felt a sudden surge of insecurity in the darkness of the club. The dim lights flashing across the room, made her feel secure in the obscure world, lest ‘known faces’ notice her. With every sip of Vodka, she felt the ominous presence of her father. She blurted apologies, falling on her knees, begging forgiveness, while her colleagues joined her emotional outcry, spilling beer as “One sane soul consoled the other”. Her father had been a disciplinarian, with strongly rooted values. With every sip of the drink, there was a growing sense of guilt and in order to overcome her pain she gulped a large at one go. She profusely cried like a child, while the loud music and darkness, camouflaged her emotions. It was insane, but she wanted to be insane to vent her concealed emotions of being in an estranged world.